“I was feeling really hopeless and like such a failure and suicidal often to be honest. I couldn't see how I let myself get to this point in my life, where it's hard to make up for something that was done in an instant when my whole life was the complete opposite. The ladies did lead me in the direction of some local services that did assist me with the first month's rent and deposit. I did find a small home. Not the most ideal home that I would have chosen in the past, but something very special to me now because it's mine to rent, and it sure beats the back seat or the front seat of my vehicle. “